Thursday, November 25, 2010

Poetry ♥

Poetry to me is not just words,
It’s the feeling of my soul intertwining with my inner most thoughts and becoming one,
It’s like an ocean slowly caressing up to the sand and shifting every little particle,
It’s like sex when two bodies connect and love multiplies,
It’s like when a mother gives birth and she realizes that she has created life,
It’s like when two friends share a joke that only they will understand,
It’s like when the beat of a song foreshadows the words,
It’s like two people who fall in love for the first time. .

Poetry to me is my heart,
It’s the feeling of my soul intertwining with my inner most thoughts and becoming one,
It’s my escape, I can turn to my pen, when all else fails,
It’s my journey, I can write for miles upon a time until the pen waters down,
It’s my nirvana, I can listen to silence as the only noise I hear are the sound of a pen,
It’s my addiction, I crave it like no another as it keeps me sane,
It’s my significant other, I can always depend on him,
It’s my everything, without it, I am nothing,

What no one ever understands is,
He is my poetry, he always will be my poetry, but he cannot be my poetry ♥

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Annoyed.

After labor day ; going M.I.A.
I'm annoyed of peopleee.

likeee fake peoplee.
bitchy peoplee.
blindd [not in a literal sense] people
people who can't express what they feel; but always want you to.
a lot is etting me tighttttttttttttttttttttttttt.


Lucky o7 !♥

Frustration !

I am completely frustrated with the worldddd ! -_-
I keep a lot more to myself then people will ever knoww.
Sometimes I hate the fact that shit happens & I have no control over the way I feel .
But whatever; fuck the world with a long dick rightt now -__-.

Sighhh .

I hope the wrong people don't read this.
This website is my venting session .

Ily my public diary ♥

Luck07`

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

I failed . .


I thought we connected without words,
I think I'm better off alone,
Regards of my insecurity linger through the ear,
Communication has failed on both ends,
And you're too blind to understand that

I'm tired of being the spokeswomen,
When you realize the hole you have dug,
Get back to me,
I know everyone is not a mind reader,
And we aren't close enough to read each other's souls.

You haven't prioritized yet,
And I don't think you ever will,
I never made you choose,
I tried to make you happy,
In so many ways . .

I guess I failed for thinking I passed.



Tuesday, August 17, 2010

ireallydunno

My favoritee x3
So; after all this time .. I come back with the Joker standing besideee me =p
I can't describe the emotions that i'm feeling right now.
Call me broken as usual.
No, not broken hearted . . just broken.

"First place is often the worst place/ but fuck it I love it here I call it my birthplace/ Whenever I walk in they making the worst face"

Hmph;
Boy can I relatee!
I'm soo high & I dnt wanna come down . . it's like I was meant to be a loner.
I mean yeah I have "friends" but like . . I love being alone . .
Cause I mean then when I'm alone ; I don't have to rely on anyone or trust em .

"Trust me; I don't even trust me"

So if I don't trust myself . . I ain't trusting you either.

Zeeen.
Feeling in the mood for a storyyv .
STAYYYY TUNEDDD !

Monday, February 8, 2010

Emotions!

Passion is scattered around me,

Viciously fighting against one another for dominance,

Bliss, melancholy, antagonism, valor, and so much more internally consoled,

But, wait! Is it a human of which we speak with such intrigue?

It is not, for it is the simplicity of our surroundings, our atmosphere,

The first emotion we all seem to bare is bliss,

As for Mother Nature, she follows suit,

The smiling sun glistens upon the earth forming a new evolution of life,

Maybe the happiness will be everlasting or temporary,

It is not the length she worries for, but the feeling itself,

The feeling will be trapped underneath the soil to instill new life among us,

Blossoming flowers, green trees, and just the reflection of the golden sun,

Fills joy into our soul, capturing it in an everlasting way,

But happiness could not be deciphered without melancholy,

The emotion instituted by rain,

We feel the small droplets of water graze down from the sky,

Falling quickly down into the roots of our dirt,

Thus creating new life as well,

How could something so wrong be so right for Mother Nature?

She appreciates all and uses it to her advantage,

However, as one wicked stir of an emotion begins, more may follow,

Rage may strike down upon the grounds shaking the earth with sudden force,

We call this feeling, thunder,

Powerful enough to break Mother Nature in half,

Yet, Mother Nature endures all, becoming strong for us all,

Rage isn’t only felt by the feeling of thunder,

Lightning and wind share her too!

Lightning strikes Mother Nature,

As if she’s tolerating the quick strike of a whip,

A feeling that is far from enjoyable,

How can we help her as she receives her pain?

We can’t protect her, even if we tried

Wind is furious too,

Watch out!

She snaps branches in half and pulls upon the force of the toughest trees,

Wind has a breeze that may just sweep you literally off your feet,

What can Mother do?

She’s far too tired now, but that’s not all she feels, just yet

Mother Nature needs protection too,

But whom can she rely on?

She prays to her unpredictable spirits to send her clear skies,

Her ultimate relaxation,

Mother Nature is content like this,

She doesn’t want it any other way,

But just like us, she can’t have total control of her emotions,

They throw themselves viciously at her, and she has to control them,

She may lose control or gain the strength to own her emotions,

And just like us, she has many people who depend on her,

And when she fails to portray their wants,

Mother Nature is blamed for an act specified among emotions

The.Demons.

Consistently forming,
The walls around me,
It's like I'm trapped in,
No one sets me free,
I only see sadness,
No one filled with glee,
& I only know happiness,
As my money.
I've tried to escape,
I've tried to hide,
But I can't get off,
This everlasting long ride,
Is it what I deserve?
My insides just died,
And I thank the Lord,
For the tears I have cried.
No more worries,
No more pain,
I laugh at my wish,
My life is a game,
I only see fire,
My life in a flame,
Now I may be crazy,
Or partially insane.
I feel so alone,
No one seems to know,
That I'm hiding it all,
I don't make a show,
It's all in my head,
& my thoughts always grow,
I pray to God,
To let these small demons go.